i hate the cold.

i'm sick of school and i wish i wouldnt have transferred so that i'd only have one semester left after this one, grrr.

lucy likes to now eat rubber bands.

i'm super itchy all over and have been for like a month because my skin is super dry.

the temperature change gives me really bad headaches.

my girls have their first competition of the season on sunday and i'm super excited.

thats all.. for now.

just so everyone knows...

i very much dislike taking classes that i've already taken. especially when professors try to tell me that there's only one way of solving a problem and they arent sure how i'm doing it and getting a correct answer but i'm wrong and everything i learned was wrong..

psu sucks. if i'm getting the right answer maybe they should just let me solve things how i learned how to.

i hate cockroaches.

it's really hot in my apartment.

i have a new obsession with crossword puzzles.

i'm a shop-a-holic.

i need to repaint my toenails.

i also really like dum-dums.. but not the banana flavored ones.

i'm waiting for cassie so i can leave for the gym.

i really hate cockroaches

i like nick.

"Time doesn't. All that Time does is make it more distant, put more space between you and what happened. It doesn't heal anything. I don't know how or what does the healing, but it isn't Time."

i just had the weirdest dream ever.

i was in a hotel room with my mom and my sister (amanda) and wolf came in and my mom and sister left so we could talk knowing very well that he had died. he came and stood in front of me and i told him i loved him and missed him so much and that made him smile. i asked him if he was in heaven and he motioned kinda yes with his hand. i asked him what that meant and he said telapathically to me that it was like a class system; the good, kindest people were the richest and the bad, meanest people were the poorest and then there's everything in between. (his kinda yes motion showed me he wasnt the richest but he was still well off.) then he kinda faded away. my mom and my sister came back in and then we left to go eat. i asked them if he was really in there to see me even though he had died and they said yes and didnt even question it. then i woke up.